moving on

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Fathers day

Happy fathers day daddy! Sorry, not many updates lately but I’ll get on it. Congrats Irvington graduates as well,miss you guys! Stacey Wang, get well soon! I love you <3

Youtube, oh youtube

For those of you that haven’t heard, I have created a new youtube account. Yes, that means I run a total of 2 active accounts &hold 3 total. Why so many, you ask? Eh, personal choice I guess. Sure, I could have updated my lisamilktea account &gone from there. But part of me wanted the exhilaration of starting from the very beginning again. The xxjolinnaxx account is still up there, I just don’t use it. I kind of forgot my password for that one haha. My badd. Anyways, please subscribe to my new account: itsaetklimasil (: I think imma start doing more vlog things lol. We’ll see how it goes. In the meantime, however, continue to be great &talk to me. The info is on the other posts. No links on this one either, sorry!

With love, lisamilktea<3

Bitter Heart

Ok, first off, I want to apologize to my readers. I did not post a link like I promised I would. Sooo, that means i’ll have two for you today! I’ve been quite busy with school lately, senior projects &whatnot. Its annoying, but heyy thats life right? Mm, I think it’s pretty stupid tho, because we’re the only school that has to do it in the whole district. Oh wellllls. Anyways, I’m excited for Senior Ball! its finally this weekend! But i’m nervous as well. Cos Testimonies for our QUEST project are this Thursday. I’m going at 2PM in room 47. Sooo I don’t know how that is going to go. I’m sooo bad at speaking in front of people Wish me luck! Friday is senior ditch day. I think i’m just gonna kick it with a few of my homies. You know who you are, Karen, Lisa Choo, Quynh, Carissa. LOL I don’t know. Maybe i’ll kick it with Thaddeus too, we’ll see tho. For those of you that don’t know, which is probably the majority of you, he’s my prom date. &he’s mighty cute too! Haha, lets hope he doesnt read this >.< Oookays. Well, this was awkward. I think i’m just going to finish my homework now. Hahah

Ohh &check it. www.youtube.com/itsaetklimasil. its a new one, i dont know i felt like making it okaaay! & www.myspace.com/lisamilktea.  &www.twitter.com/lisamilktea

Zee Avi is an Amazing artist, check her too! Support her &subscribe her on youtube!

hahah anyways, lisa out!

Day 26 ft Murphy Lee – Mad At Me
http://www20.zippyshare.com/v/2090394/file.html

K. Young ft David Banner – If you only Knew

http://filesplash.com/th9o19m03ahf

Live long &prosper

Star trek! Hah that shit is awesome. Oohwee! LOL go watch it. I suggest it. It features Zoe Saldana, a lot of you guys might recognize her from other movies like Run Fat Boy, Run. Haha yeahh (: &the guy who plays Sylar from Heroes is in there. So for all you Heroes fans, you’re in for a treat too. Another movie suggestion would be Angels &Demons. Again, it’s a well done movie. Mostly about church conspiracies &how one man essentially has the power to take down the whole catholic church. Not so much religious as you would think tho. But im gonna leave you at that. Haha no spoilers from me(;
Other than that tho Im ready for Harry Potter to come out &My Sisters Keeper as well. Both books have been amazing. Props to JK Rowling &Jodi Picoulet. I wish I could write like them. Haha maybe one day. I doubt it tho lol.
Anyways, it’s lunchtime. Sushiiii! Hah let’s hope today gonna be better than yesterday.

I’ll leave link later. Any suggestions while you wait?

-lisamilktea<3

Life.

Like I promised, today is update day I guess. Nothing much was missed tho. Lifes just life I guess. We all have our ups &our downs. But senior year so far has been hella bomb! I miss Notre Dame, no lie. But the people at Irvington are cracken too(: I’ve met so many wonderful people &I seriously wouldn’t have it any other way. Sure, theres been shit, but its high school. What do you expect from us? In the past I remember complainin about hella drama shit &whatnot. Now, i’m just like Fuck it. Seriously, why let the drama run your life when you can have more? So if you wanna start shit with me, go right ahead. It’s not like imma give a fuck anymore anyways. It’s hard for me to condense into one little blog what i’ve learned thru the years &how it changed me . I’ve changed so much. Some good, some bad. But all of my experiences make me who I am. I’ve learned not to be so dependent on one person and to stick up for myself. I’ve learned to deal with the shit life gives you &to always look forward. Theres hella more too. I know some people say the hardest thing in life is blah blah blah. But no, to me, the hardest thing is life itself. Nobody can comprehend what i’ve been through as well as some others. For me, life is not short. It’s the longest, yet best fucken experience I could ever have. Back in the day I used to wish on a star that my life would be great, like those famous superstars. But today, I realize life isn’t about being famous. It’s about making it yours. So stop putting on that mask and just show yourself. Thing you’re ugly? Hah, who cares? There are lowlifes out there who’d probably make fun of you &shit. But trust, they’re probably jealous of something you’ve got or they’re just insecure themselves. I know i can’t speak for others ,but I damn sure know more than people think i know. I don’t know what to expect. I don’t even look forward to tomorrow anymore. Just go with the flowww. Nothings awkward till you make it awkward.  
Aha, my badd. This got hella off topic. Whatever.

heres a treat for alla you people:
Gio- Every Breath

http://www1.zippyshare.com/v/96755409/file.html

Enjoy!

-Lisamilktea<3

it has definately been a while

Since I’ve blogged. Shiit haha ill get back to it tho. &yes I will send you the artist/title soon aiites for those of you who requested it. Just leave me with your email or whatnot(: ahh fuck tho its late ill have more updates maybe tomorrow or something. Oh yeahh www.myspace.com/lisamilktea . Add it ups yo &follow me for more updates at twitter.com/lisamilktea . I’m chill don’t worry I won’t bite(:

sometimes

I wonder if anything I say matters. To be honest, i’m not understanding you very well right now. Because there are days where we’re close, and there are days where we’re not. You say you’re never going to leave me, thats not your style. And I believe you. We’re always together, till eternity. Cos you’re my bestfriend and nothings going to change that. But right now i’m confused as hell. I don’t know how i’m supposed to play my part in your life. Am I supposed to just be the bestfriend or am i supposed to be something else too? I don’t know what I’m supposed to be feeling, or what i’m supposed to be doing. Would it hurt if i got a clue? Cos all i want is for you to be happy..

i wish you loved me.

How Can Someone Make Me So Sad But Still I Only Want Them To Stay I Wanna Say I Love You So Bad, But I Dont Wanna Scare You Away Please I Wish That You’ll Understand That I Wanna Be More Than Just Your Friend..

Damn, this is crazy. Tell me why i’m acting the way I am, cryin over things that I shouldn’t be. I should be happy with what I have. Don’t get me wrong, I am happy with what i have, but i shouldn’t be like this, asking for more. Why can’t i just be content with what life gives me.. I found someone who I can’t have, yet I keep pushing for it. and it’s gonna end up splitting us apart and I don’t want that..I need to learn to let go of things, even now i dwell on the stupid shit that happened in the past, I’m reminded of the past and I still hurt sometimes. Why am I so ugh..

heated.

My phone fucking broke again. Damn, I didnt even do shit this time, my dad just threw it against the wall. bein a lil bitch bout things. Ughh, i seriously need a new phoneeee. i wan talk to my babylove.. yesterday i was heated as hell, seriously, i was irritated already, then my phone gots broked, then yeahh, but then it was good that i got cookie dough from church(: although i forgot where i put it already X_x;